didn't even get to one;

but im here, and its sweet. got here yesterday. unpacked an that, said goodbye to my parents, which when better then i expected really. i hate saying goodbyes to people. my sister cried when i said goodbye to her in my house, and she nearly got me going, but i held it back. but it was ok with my parents cause there was just so much stuff to do. so once theyd gone, i came back to my room, and began to unpack. and now, i can safely say, my room is proper sweet. its like my front room at home, just everything i need in one small space, even got a window with a nice view and the occasional rabbit grazing in the grass.

just been out then like, home already though. i was in one of those moods were you just cant/dont wanna get drunk. im always in those moods. and a girl ive been speaking to was a bit drunk, and didnt feel to good, so me n her and another girl walked back here n just went to bed like. i quite like being in my room. i dont really think ill get lonely in here, i have too much stuff to entertain me.

i have my first day at uni tomorrow, so im excited about that. happy that i didnt really stay out late tonight cause of that reason aswell. didnt wanna feel like crap on my first day of uni. anyways, so far so good. it still all feels like a holiday. like it feels as if in a week ill be back at home or something, but no no, im here. it'll sink in one day.

everton 0 - 2 liverpool......... sweet ;)

2 + 2 = 5;

im surprised they didnt get sued for naming the song that, but its an interesting idea. cause like i know 2 does actually equal 2, but who's the say that? its like that whole thing of 'ohhh fu#! the rules, anarchyy!' im not really into all that stuff. i think punk died a long time ago, dont see why people are tryna bring it back, leave it in the past.

went to town today to say my goodbyes to a few mates. was nice like. there were loads of police in lime street station, n a few of them had guns. normal police men must get pissed off cause they only get a little can of pepper spray, n maybe a batton? but these guys had full on mp5's or something. i was tryna see what gun it was, tryna recognise it off call of duty, but i had no luck. i felt a bit weird standin in the station aswell cause i had this big tube thing and it looked a bit suspicious. but no1 questioned me about it so i was alright.

anyways, its 2 days away now, well one, cause its gona past midnight. im gettin a bit scared now. not scared, just like, its hard to describe. sorta feel like when its comin up to christmas, like the night before. and your so excited, but your sad aswell. cause you know the day after 2moro, christmas will have been and gone. well it will be boxing day. i actually prefer boxing day. its much more relaxed, just feels nicer. the tvs normally alrite aswell. cause all the mad stuff happens on the saturday in the soaps, n you go to bed thinkin 'aww whats goin on?' n then it all gets resolved on the boxing day. the only soap i watch now is eastenders really. dunno why. it just seems to be the best one on.

three; three; three;

cant believe its only 3 days away. come on come on, lets just get rid of em an let me be there!! no offence to people like, but ive just been waiting for months to get there, an now its only 3 days away its just teasin me.

just been for a nice family meal at some carvery place. i like carveries cause im the type of person who wants his plate to be too full, rather than too little. i hate it when you only get small portions. at my uncles wedding they had those canopy things or however ya say it, n they were nice like, but too small. they also had that drink that you put all the bits of fruit with. cant remember the name, but it was horrible anyways. think i left it by some plant pot. but the carvery was nice, bit of turkey, bit of ham, good times. ey, is it just me or is ham like frowned upon. i just think its the word ham. if i ask someone what they had for tea n they say ham i sorta go 'oh right' i duno what it is, its just one of those foods.

i was thinking about how i look today, and wondering if in 3 years time when i finish uni, will i look much different. like will my face look different? i hope so sort of. i guess ill just look more old. few more wrinkles, few grey hairs. i dont mind grey hairs, i recon itd be sweet to have like white/grey hair as a kid. i dont really care if i go bald either. i mean, people expect it. if you see an old guy with loads of hair you think 'that looks odd' so they sorta stick out. i dont wanna stick out. if i go bald, im bald, n i recon it looks alrite. as long as im not bald all over like some big shiny ball. i want a bit of hair to mess around with.

and another four;

''Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.''

good that innit. found it on my igoogle page. i like igoogle. ive started reading my horoscopes everyday, but most the time i dont even understand them. they beat around the bush. and i was thinking like, do they ever repeat? like the one i read today, could just be a repeat from like 3 years ago, no1s gonna notice are they? meh. anyways, aint done much today. tried packing a few bits but it was too hard cause there was stuff i was still sorta using.

i just got a new background. its some star wars one. its pretty sweet though. i got star wars lego the other day, the game, not actuall lego. althought i used to love lego. i remember it was one of those days were you can take your own toys into school, so i took loads of lego in. it was this space set that id only just bought for like 25 quid or something. so it had a spaceship in and a buggie, and loads of little men. anyways, i got distracted, and left all my lego outside on the wall. and when i went to collect it, it had been mixed in with all the schools crappy lego. so i asked the teacher for it back, and she thought i was lying. my mum had to come in and everything. i think thats the only time my parents have had to come into school. except for the time when i nearly lost my finger in a little scrap. so i snitched and he got in trouble. i was made up, he was a gimp.

here's the picture anyways, good innit:

five days to go;

it is now five days to go til i move away for university, so i thought it was about time i set one of these things up. hopefully ill stick with it, and put up a new blog as much as i can. i cant say whats gonna be written down on here. i just always think of things, and then i want to see what people think about what im thinking. so a bit of feedback would be nice now n then. so what can i put in my first blog? what have i been thinking about lately.

getting old. i went the pub today with me nan and me mum. an as usual, when we go somewhere, there's a massive party of people, which means we had to wait about an hour for our food. which didnt bother me. but knowing my food was on the way, made me hungry. before we ordered, i was fine, werent even hungry. i thought that was weird. and it was horrible because i was tryna make everyone just forget about the food, an have a normal conversation, but alls i could think about was 'wheres my bloody food.' so that didnt work. so we just sat and waited. anyways, it came, n it was alright. good food. but after we finished out meal n that, all the old people started going out for smokes. now when i say old, i mean old. it took some woman about 5 minutes to get outside. and she didnt even have her smokes. another woman had to carry them for her. i just dont get it. why do people that old still smoke? my mum had gone the toilet an me an me nan just looked at each other an shook our heads. i just duno how a woman who can hardly walk can be bothered goin out for a smoke. pack it in. an also, the helper who was with them, started chatting up my nan. now normally its the other way around, my nans a right flirt, isnt every nan? but nah, she even looked at me after he'd spoke an said 'why do i get spoken to everywhere i go?' im not surprised though, he werent the most handsome of chaps.

i told my nan i never wanna get to the stage were you cant even function without somebody helping you. when i start to get like that, shoot me. just cant be bothered with the messin around.